Spending days with him are the best days possible. We can be riding around all over Miami or we can stay at home and it’ll be a good day. I can be myself around him and it’s the best feeling I’ve ever experienced. We’re young but we have old souls. We have no idea what we’re doing. We’re realistic. We’re aware of all the things that could go wrong. Yet I think with all of this information, we’ll be okay in the end. We’re described as weird and strange because of how seemingly perfect our relationship is. Nothing is perfect and we are not perfect. We try to run a smooth sailing ship. I love this boy with my entire heart and soul and I’ve never loved someone so much. I was so cold and heartless before him and he’s turned me into mush. Im so deeply in love I can’t even believe it sometimes. This is my bestfriend, first and foremost. I genuinely like him. I spent 2 years getting to know him and I am still getting to know him and I will always be getting to know him. I will always love him more today than I did yesterday but never more than I will tomorrow. I can ask him anything and get his honest opinion. I’ve never had someone be so genuine with me. He takes care of me so well and I know when I’m walking down the street with him that I’m safe. He brings me so much joy and comfort and feelings I’ve been needing and longing to feel. We’ve grown with each other since we were 15 and will continue to grow for as long as we both want to. I love you to pieces.
I never thought I’d find someone who made me feel so genuinely happy, safe, and needed. It’s the biggest relief in the world knowing that at the end of the day I have myself, and I have you. I love you like crazy, to pieces, to the moon and back, with all of my heart, forever and always. @cnilzz
graduation is riiiight around the corner and I’m so proud of the both of us for making it past all these four years and I’m glad I had you holding my hand for 3 of them. I wouldn’t ever have it any other way because I have absolutely no idea what I would’ve done without you. being with you is the easiest and simplest thing in the world and it means everything to me. I love you. @cnilzz #marie